Adoption— the journey to adopt, the process of adopting and the lifelong navigation of post-adoption— is complex.
Every single day my ideas about adoption are changing— they’ve (thank Jesus) shifted from a me-centered mindset to one that (strives to) focus 100% on what’s best for the boys— and also, in many aspects, their birth mother.
I’m by no means an adoption expert. And I’m definitely not a perfect adoptive mom. But since I am obviously an adoptive parent, I’m doing my best to support others considering adoption and share what our journey looks like. All while trying to avoid putting my foot in my mouth 😉
The boys’ birth mom chose us just about a month ago and we’ve had them home from NICU for about two full weeks now. I still can’t believe these beautiful boys are ours! In the past several weeks, here are some things that have surprised me…
My Heart for The Boys’ Birth Mom
We have an open adoption, but we haven’t met the boys’ birth mom yet. And this breaks my heart. I’m surprised by just how much I care about her— both for who she is to the boys, and because she’s automatically a valuable person to our family. We’re waiting on her lead, but I hope we can explore a relationship with her soon.
The Amount of Attention They Bring!
Transracial twin adoption— our family has become a walking billboard for adoption. Twins get so much attention— and how they joined our family often comes up. I don’t bring up adoption, but it comes up (often just because I don’t look like I just birthed twins). This is awesome! They are conversation starters and we’ve been able to learn so much more about our community— and total strangers! We hope we can provide support for those considering or navigating adoption.
That Our Love Would Be Immediate
I am surprised at how immediate our love for our boys developed. From the minute we received the call that we were selected, they were our kids. We wondered how this would play out, but I am so surprised how fast our attachment developed considering we didn’t have that nine month warmup.
“We should not be asking who this child belongs to, but who belongs to this child.”